SOON IT WILL BE CHRISTMAS TIIIIMEE.

I'm finally done with finals and back home in my nice cozy house. My mom got all excited that I was coming home and made the house all magical and christmasy. I am finished with all x-mas shopping, so I can finally relax.

and now:

Rules: The 1st player of this "game" starts with the topic "6 Weird Habits/Things About Yourself" and people who get tagged need to write a journal about their 6 Weird Habits/Things as well as state this rule clearly. In the end, you need to choose the next 6 people to be tagged and list their names.

1. I'm a very tactile person. I have to touch... everything. I... expirience things by touching them. I think I have extra nerve endings or something strange like that (which explains why I can't take pain @_@ ) The thing about this is that people find me very strange. I was in art class, and there was this old saw, and I just kept running my fingers along the razored edge. It felt really nice, but the guy who owned it looked at me like I was insane. I'm especially that way in relationships... when I'm dating someone, I just want to touch them... all of the time.

2. I have... art ADHD. I am constantly switiching projects and starting new ones, getting ideas for another one that i just have to drop everything to start working on. Which Is why I never get anything done. I have a hell of a lot of different supplies because of this. I do so many different crafts... all the time. If I stuck to one thing I could probably be really good at that... but no such luck.

3.I have very conflicting traits. It probably comes from the fact that I have parents who are COMPLETE opposites in every aspect. It makes me a bit crazy.


4. I am so, so afraid about not being successful. I... freak out about it all of the time. I want to be able to take care of myself and not have to worry about not being able to pay the rent, or for food or anything else. I want to be able to make things that I like to make and be able to make money that way, but I doubt that my life will turn out that way.

5. I'm alway so sarcastic. Most of the time people who don't know me well can't tell when I'm joking about something or not. I guess it's because I'll say these crazy things with a completely straight face. Also a lot of the time I take jokes too far and hurt feelings, although I don't mean to. It comes from growing up in my house, where we are all constantly teasing, making fun of, and wearing one another down.

6. I'm a very forgiving person. I've forgiven people who have done horrible, horrible things to me. It's rare that someone will draw the line to where I won't forgive them. There's probably only one person I feel that way about now.


I tag... whoever hasn't done this or wants to do it again.


On a side note I am competely broke from school and christmas shopping, and my funding for japan. I have to get a job when I get back from break, I don't make enough money from the scarce amount of commissions that I get to pay for food or school supplies.
I hate retail T__T